daddy complex??

I really do not understand why it is that older men are attracted to me. honestly, I know they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder and shit but, come on!! Do I give off this vibe that says "I need a daddy"?? Ive got one, tho he may be a bit of a son of a bitch, I got one! I am, nor will i ever be attracted to a man that is over 20 fucking years older than me...come on, my mother grew up with you!! what do i look like even thinking about seeing someone like that. I know there are women that are in to the older man thing...they give great security and money (mostly money, come on ladies lets be honest) I dont get it.

Recently I have been approached by this man Steve. Steve went to my mothers high school and my uncles are his closest friends. I thought he was a cool OLD type MAN. Steve has a daughter around MY AGE. Steve likes to comes over to me and my mothers house and smoke pot with us. On one of these smoking occasions Steve decides he has a confession, this mutherfuckere has a goddamn crush on me?!?!? WHAT THE EVERLOVIN FUUUUCK?!?!
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS? what do i look like even thinking about that shit? YUCK muther fucker.
So i told my mom, and she pretty much told him that was gross and dont do that shit again!

Uncle Ricky... not my uncle?
sittin with my mon smokin a bowl at my ucles house, coincidental right down the road from my house.
Mom " what do you think of Ricky?"
Me "Huh?? what are you talkin bout?"
Mom "never mind, nothing hahahaha"
Me ?!?!? "what are you talkin about mom?"
Mom " nothing, never mind!"

The smoking continues and my "uncle(?)" comes back outside, he is waaasted, they've been afternoon drinking aswell. Fun family :) I go to KFC for some grub...come back & eat.

"uncle" goes inside again

Me "mom what are you talkin about?"
Mom "Ricky wants to date you"
Me gag "What? Isnt he my uncle?"
Mom "not really, I mean we all grew up together, they were always with Ronnie hanging out and stuff.
Me " isnt he Uncle Bubba's brother, doesn't make him my uncle"
" why me? do I look like I have a daddy complex?" "ew"
Mom "hahahaha, I told him you dont like old men, he says he can take care of you'
-me "I can take care of myself, thats gross"
Mom " i know, he is jus lonely and horny"
Me "gross" (fucking kill me now)

I am content alone. If the only man that wants me is old enough to be my father than i DO NOT want you. I am sick of this. These are not the only occasions I have been approached. This is the first time someone I thought was my family did it. This muthafucking town is gonna give me a complex. I have enough to worry about right now.

fucking disgusting